Starved

That is what one gets when you wake in the morning without having rice since lunch the other day. I woke up feeling hungry and starved. I woke up about an hour ago feeling the call of nature which I did not respond to last night as I was really sleepy and tired to get up from bed. It has been a long day yesterday and now am up early feeling as I have said starved. I would have to make do with the crackers in the ref until we will be able to buy food near the school.

Want to Relax

I would want to relax and enjoy the rest of the Sunday evening with the boys but there are still a few things to work online since I was almost offline the whole day yesterday. I am not complaining but this migraine is really getting in the way. I want to work fast but I can’t. I would want that massage in the head that the staff in the salon did on me yesterday afternoon while he was doing my hair treatment. It was a relaxing massage of my scalp/head whatever it was called I want one now.

Craving for Hot Soup

This migraine attack makes me crave for something hot for dinner particularly a hot soup. I would want a non spicy beef soup but we cannot seem to find one where to buy it at this hour. So we just settled for the spicy beef soup at Antonio’s. Food delivery at Antonio’s is too expensive for our budget right now and so hubby is off to Antonio’s now to buy their hot & spicy beef soup. I hope it will ease the pain in my head now and that I don’t need to look for pain reliever later.

The Biggest Loser

I get to see once in awhile this American reality television series showing physically big and overweight contestants attempting to lose weight to win the prize at stake which is in hundreds of thousands. The one who losest the most weight at the end wins that’s why it is called The Biggest Loser. There was one season before that I followed and it was a motivation for me then when I was also trying on my own to lose weight after I gained weight after I gave birth.

I wonder if any of these contestants have, from what I once read before, tried the prescription strength Phentermine 37.5 mg that is said to be truly effective in treating obese patients. I don’t want to be obese and I think I am still not quite in that stage however I don’t need to reach that stage to encourage myself more as with any of my friends who has concerns with their weight gain. There is this event next week that I want to lose weight for but then again losing too much weight too soon is also not good for our health.

By the way, the latest season of this show in the US which is on its tenth season is still filming. But there is a local edition here in our country that will start soon and auditions have been started in some parts of the country. Hope I can get to see it when it starts to be shown here. Watching it might make me more motivated to diet and exercise more every day.

Take Away The Pain

I wish I can take away right at this very moment all the pain in the tummy of my little boy and whatever is causing it. He is now fast asleep again but before that he said his tummy is aching again. Naturally a mother would pray and wish she can instantly take away the pain that her child feels.

Last Sunday at early dawn, I could only pray and I was not able to stop myself from crying when the little boy asked to be hugged as he was restless and after which he suddenly threw up so much for the very first time I have seen it from him. I had to get grip of myself since it was just the two of us that time and am so thankful that the little boy was so strong and cooperative despite what he just went through and even with his puke all over the bed as well as on me and him. I realized I am so blessed with a boy who knows what to do to help me immediately when there is an emergency. After I cleaned him up, we had to sleep in the sofa bed in the living room for the rest of the night for I was too tired to clean the rest of the room.

I was actually still working late that night and I was looking into this apidexin scam that I heard about from a friend that day. But I had to go to sleep the moment that the little boy asked me to lie down in bed beside him and hug him. I asked him to pray with me though he just remained silent, I prayed out loud asking the merciful Lord for healing for my dear little boy to take away the pain and whatever is making him sick.

Starved

I was truly starved! Thank goodness hubby was able to cook something when he came home last night. I cannot cook with the little one awake. I wanted to order any food delivery but decided against it since it was quite out of budget at that time. I would reserve it instead for a food trip today with the boys.

We had quite a heavy lunch actually yesterday but this tummy of mine cannot seem to keep up with the kind of diet I am trying to observe with an upcoming class reunion which makes me want to lose weight before that event comes. I am tempted by this nuphedragen that I have read about before. If I would become desperate maybe I would consider taking it. But I hope that I still have two weeks to do something! I wish not to starve myself but the thought of daily exercise like biking till I drop is in my mind now. I just hope I would squeeze in that time when I would be quite busy with work still for the next few days.

Don’t Worry, Be Happy

Easier said than done but I have to convince myself that the lines from this song “Don’t Worry, Be Happy” that my friend has been singing to me last night is something I should better be doing than worrying about someone who doesn’t seem to have an inkling of what I’m going through. I should stop worrying though it isn’t easy not to be concerned about important things in life that are being taken for granted by some people. I have to relax on people who don’t care or else I should be seriously hunting for eye creams that work effectively and safely sooner than I could imagine. I have to push away all negative thoughts away from my  mind. Plus am taking my “me” time quite seriously now. I should love myself! In fact, I learned wives should never forget to love themselves! We should not worry too much and hopefully we can carry on our responsibilities worry-free and happily! I really wish and pray for this to be true!